Crybaby Cat?????

Today, suddenly think about my family. I really miss them so so much. The last time I saw them was during CNY. I went back for this celebration for a week only. For me, it is more than enough. I really spent most of my time with my family, just stayed at home together with them. I started to travel around and away from home when i was in 18 years old.

I thought I wont cry at the 1st time left home. I saw my mother cried when I went to NS training and at the airport ( going to study in UKM). Now, when i reflect back, i feel so sad and miss them a lot. Even my sister too, she said she almost cried out too but she tahan it. The moment I looked at them from the other side at waiting room, I really feel their love to me. We kept looking on each others. But then they left earlier and only myself at there. I started to cried too. And my tears came out.

I told myself not too cried so much because later my eyes looked red then later people know i was crying. Actually quite embarrasing lor...hehe...

Sometimes, I will call back home. Mostly i called my sister. But everytime i called back, they seems like dont like me to call them and lazy to pick up my call. I am quite disappointed of them because the way they treated me like that. Somehow i was just thinking do they miss me???...
Apparently, i will still love them n miss them.

I admit la i act like a crying baby. I cried whenever i miss them..and i wanted to tell them that I love you all very very much!!!!.....