My Guardian Angel

Sometimes i feel myself very small when standing with the people around me. I am a passive and extremely quiet person that when people are talking to me, i will just look at them or just give them a smile. This is a real me. I don't have any skill or talent in myself. I can't sing, weak in communication skills, lack of wisdom, lack of confidence, cannot speak well in english, slow learner, hard to give idea, and there are still many weakness on me. I always think of myself cannot do great thing for God. I am not like other people which is very talented in some areas. I feel disappointed and sad about myself. I cried a lot this few days. No one knows what i feel and i believe that only God understand my feeling. When people gave some complement about me, what they said were just my good appearance but don't even has any about my talent. Indeed, through it, they let me understand more about my ownself. Maybe i am not the brightness in their eyes, but in GOd's eyes, i am precious to Him. God created everyone very differently and he has his own purpose for doing so. Just yesterday night cute2 Joshua encouraged me about one thing. He said that God will train and build me up. What i just need to do is lay my burden on Him and trust Him faithfully that he can guide, lead, mold, and strengthen me become a powerful christian to influence His people and glorified and expand his kingdom as well. God doesn't care about how talented we are. Because he surely will provide us the skills and he will multiple us with the skills to do his work. He will choose people who has simple faith on him. What he want his our heart of willingness to do his will. God will be my guardian angel along the journey of following Him. I will always stand firmly on God and be a faithful servant to Him.